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Feb. 21st, 2016 | 02:53 pm

More than a month has passed since the concert and i'm still having PCD. Just recently I've watched their cover (again) on Vanessa Carlton's A Thousand Mile. I never thought a cover of that song would make me cry. I just really love how they could move me through their music. How they could bring me to tears since I could (somehow?) relate to it. Or maybe not. I don't know.

Anyways, I've been so moody. Like frequent. I would get irritated on the smallest of things. I think I'm having too much stress on my thesis as well as org duties. Not that the org duties is that much but it just gets in the way. I really wish this semester will be over. I just need to endure one more sem and I'll graduate. I want to enjoy it as much as possible though. huhuhuhuhuhu. 

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One OK Rock

Jan. 30th, 2016 | 01:45 pm

I've been posting alot about One Ok Rock since i still can't get over the concert. I've mentioned in my previous posts that i've been waiting for the meet and greet photos. Finally, they have uploaded. I think It was 2 days ago that the first batch was released. I wasn't included in the first batch so i kept on refreshing the page. Almost all day i've been checking whether or not they have uploaded the rest. I've been asked helped from my friends since the internet connection was very slow in the boarding house. I'm so thankful that i have friends that are supportive and helped me just to see the picture. Anwyays, yesterday finally the rest of the pictures were uploaded. I asked my friend to send me the picture/s thru fb since i really don't have internet connection that time. At first, when I looked at the picture i was very disappointed since they didn't do much unlike the pictures i've seen from others. I was disappointed with myself since i was just standing. What can I do since i blanked out during that time. hahahhaha my brain did not function properly. So becuase of the pics, i was down the whole day. Even my friends noticed. hahhahaha. But when I got home, i checked the pictures again, now in HD or high resolution and i actually was satisifed. I am actually with how the picture was taken. How I wish I was taller ( and not too red since i blushed too much that the color of my skin looked weird...hahahha). I tried cropping the picture (just me and taka in the pic) but it was too blurry so i just did not upload and made it as a PP in my FB. Nevertheless if i'll have a chance to do a meet and greet, I will do everything that i regret not doing. HAHAHAHAH. 'Til next time

SO that's the pic. hahahaha They actually have two pics uploaded but there's not much difference. HAHAHHAHA. You could really see the height difference of me and toru T.T he's so tall. Toru's gaze tho hahahaha. so intense. i don't know what tomoya's doing and ryota was just standing there. hahaha. The picture does not do them justice. They were so handsome and carming in person m(_ _)m Especially tomoya, he has a really great smile. waaahhhh. hahahah i hope to meet them again. really. hehehehhe

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D-2 to OOR concert

Jan. 17th, 2016 | 10:56 am

I'm so excited and nervous at the same time that i'll be able to watch One Ok Rock concert here in the Philippines. I availed the ticket that has meet and greet that's why i'm nervous.,,i'll be meeting them up close. WAAAHHHH :D so happy even though i know it won't take long. nevertheless, i'll still be able to see them. hihihihihihiihihi

This monday will be the start of the secnd semester in our school. Not too thrilled to go back but i'll be my last semester in the university (hopefully and must be heheheh ). I hope i'll be able to finish conduct my thesis early so i can work on the paper well. I still have some GE class and majors but i hope it'll be easy.

I've been spending a lot of time watching asian movies and series (mainly japanese, korean, even thai). I have been into movies since i can't seem to finish some series and i really don't like not finishing the series i've started to watch.

I realized i only had one post last year hahahahhahha. i haven't really been active last year since i was so busy with my org duties as well as studies. Right now, i did not take up tha tmany responsibilites with the org so i can enjoy my last year in the university. 
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Jan. 14th, 2015 | 09:35 pm

I have been regretting the commitments I made last year. I would have enjoyed much more the break if I didn't have to think about the things I need to do. Although last academic year was okay because there were no extracurricular stuff but I though that was pretty boring year. Kina static and no beat. It was not great but it was not bad either. But what I feel right now is an overload. I feel all the weight and pressure from the responsibilities I have.

The reason I've been watching a lot of shows is to distract myself from the responsibilities I have. Hopefully I can do it all. Watching series/shows is really a great stress-reliever and also a great distraction. HAHAHA. I mostly watched korean and japanese drama series. I've also watched some jmovies. I started watching HOUSE series but I'm only up to season 2. I'll finish it when I have time.I'm a pessimistic person (from my observations ;) hehehe) but I think i'm keeping a positive thinking that this (my responsibilities) is a great challenge for me especially when i'm out there in the real world. That what I'm doing right now is useful someday (cross fingers).

I really want to have confidence in what I do. Sadly, I still don't have that much. Oh well, someday i'll overcome my fears. Still have many fears and insecurities.

Currently watching Summer Rescue while i'm downloading Dr. DMAT. I'm really into this medical themed series even though i know i won't become a doctor or nurse or somewhere along that road. hehehehe. Just enjoying those kind of shows.

Oooohhh ONE OK ROCK is releasing their album on the day after my birthday. What a great present. I have this gift card or whatever you call it on itunes and i think I can buy the album. I'm still hoping I can get a physical album though. hehehe. How I wish they'll have a concert here in the Philippines. I would be ecstatic to go to their concert. Hopefully, if ever there'll be a concert, I can attend. Like I'll have no conflicts with my academic or personal stuff.

That's all for now BYE~

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Sep. 29th, 2014 | 12:07 am
mood: confusedconfused

Been busy lately. I can't even have a decent day, like, a stress-free day. I really need a break from all the responsibilities I have. Everyday there's always a problem that needs to be solved or something. I'm not loving this. </3
Aside from acads, there's org problems and even personal problems. So many changes that I can't handle. huhuhuhuhu
I want to turn away from all this but I can't. I MUSN'T.
pressure pressure pressure at everything i do. i don't like it. really, i don't. *SIGH* can't even tell anyone about my problem. especially personal ones. T.T huhuhuhu so confused right now. what should i do? T___T

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Still on break

Jun. 18th, 2014 | 10:59 am
mood: lazylazy

We have four months of vacation because our school is having academic calendar shift wherein instead of classes staring on June, it'll be on August following other international schools. Not really sure what's the main reason of moving the starting classes but I'm fine with it. I still have 1 and half month or maybe 2 months left of vacation. The past two months hasn't been productive though I don't mind because thinking of my responsibilities for the next school year, I think this will be my reward in advance.
The only thing productive I did this summer vacation is I learned Nihongo a little but I still need to find time (and will... hehe) to study more. I'm slowly losing interest because I'm getting bored studying by myself. Although I promised to myself that I'll learn this. So I'll try studying again next time. I really want to learn Japanese language since I love watching jmovies and jdramas and also listening to japanese music. I'm having a hard time looking for translations and so why not learn so I'll be able to translate it myself. I can also give back to the fandom but I really need to learn this first.
I also have been outdated with all J-related stuff. May it be jpop, jrock, jmovie or jdrama. Lately I've been into kdramas and variety show, even their music. Probably because it has easy access. Lots of subbers out there and easier to find. I've not used my laptop very much for the past months because it's still not fixed and it's very hard to use. This is one of the reasons that I rarely update myself with j-related stuff. It requires me to use laptop and it's a hassle to use it.
Anyway, since JUMP is releasing (or released) their new album SMART or stylized as S3tart (I read it as Start at first.... ahahahahah XD) I thought to myself that I need to start updating myself again. Although I still don't know how it'll turn out but I'll try my best updating as much as I can. I have been so lost especially in JUMP fandom. I really have been so outdated that I don't know what's going on. So I'm catching up right now.
Have a good day everyone!!!

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Random stuff. Again.

Jan. 5th, 2014 | 07:00 pm

Currently at boarding house. I'm a day early to what i usually go back to the boarding house but i really need to go back here. I left my desktop here and i have a paper due in less than a week. Also, i need to clean up my room. I hope i could still be updated with the fandom even if school stuff is there.

i hope we had a longer Christmas break. Hehehe

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Another year

Jan. 1st, 2014 | 05:31 pm

Hey everyone!! It's January 1, 2014. Yayy!!! (≧∇≦)/
May everyone have a great year ahead!


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Break!!! Movie marathon

Dec. 20th, 2013 | 03:54 pm

It's finally Christmas break from school. Although it has been 2 or 3 days already. I'm actually enjoying this break since i can just be unproductive and not have any consequences. Well, not yet anyway. Hehe. I still have a lot of homeworks due next year when we'll be back from school.Since i really got nothing to do and i can't download (no computer for me, im just using my ipad), been surfing on the internet a lot. Usually searching for videos that are uploaded on streaming sites. It's kind of hard to find anything related to jpop or JE that are on stream since mostly you need to download.

first movie: kanojo to no tadashii asobikataCollapse )

sakura no sono/ the cherry orchard: blossomingCollapse )

Su ki daCollapse )

open this cut if you want to know about the other movie i watched...Collapse )

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It's Been a Long Time

Sep. 16th, 2013 | 10:38 am
mood: busy

It's been a month or more than that since i've updated myself with all the jpop stuffs and fandom. Since my laptop has been broken, i can't download as much as i want here. This caused me to not really update myself with the fandom. AHH, how i missed this. I have a solution regarding my laptop, so i can use it again. YAY! :)  Now, I can download more and all. he he he.

Not really gonna be active right now since i still have my school works and all. It's near finals and i have to prepare. I'll get back here when it's our semestral break. So excited...

Anyway, I'm just dropping by to say hi. hehehe

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